Question about suicide pacts....?

ok, someone has to judge!, sorry. your judgement is clouded, faulty, wrong, not normal, selfish...yes selfish!...all of you have people that love you. between the 3 of you maybe 60 people will be affected, traumatised, hurt, deeply scarred by your intended action, how can you ask for advice on the logistics, legalities of something that will without a doubt cause devastation to a a very large number of people, fa miles, extended families, friends. i know you have mentioned mental health problems with you and the other 2 people. you question although bizarre is written well and you sound like your intelligent. think of all who will be affected by what you are saying you intend to do......please don't do it, a lot more people than you think care!..really!!!